Mr. and Mrs. Daniel Santos The Rustle of the Sheets . . .
Essay #170
"I've Come to a Conclusion Regarding My Viewing ..."

By Tracee

I've realized that I'm a completely, totally, without shame, shallow viewer. I read the transcript of today's show, and I was so giddy from the things being said, and the constant references to some kissing, all I could think was "this is more like it."

Then I read the board, and realized there was some serious disappointment happening, and I chastized myself for seemingly enjoying the fact that all Manny did today was talk about having sex, and kiss, and liking that. I realized I should have been more analytical and demanding, and not just want fluff.

And then I read there was obvious tongue, and every mature, rational, thought went entirely out of my head and all I could see was the word tongue and hear Joie's quote in my head about liking it if Manny "were lovey dovey for a little while." I realized, then and there, I didn't care if Manny said two words to each other today, just so long as they kissed and there were references to sex.

It's the New York City humid heat getting to my brain. Or my hormones have just suddenly skyrocketed off the damn charts, or something. But I've totally lost my mind in regards to Manny, and am to the point where I'll just take 'em as I can get 'em, to satisfy my need to de-stress after work, and worry about the real problems regarding their story later.

So I've decided, I'm shallowly going to enjoy the Manny summer fluff, because I know come winter, I'm sure I'll be sobbing for it again ... When I turn the brain back on in the morning, I'll get back to being pissy and analytical. Hehehehe ...

Tracee-- totally losin' it today!


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